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so i have been Tattooing started on that it's actually
more fun then i thought it would be i actually LOVE it
here are my tattoos i have done Skull is on my Ankle and the
Flower is on my Friends Leg....</a></a>

have not posted in a while....


so yeah i'm getting pretty tired of these online bear sites....don't get me
wrong its nice to see a guy bending over wanting some one to come right
in....hah idk i just think it's weird how i go on these things to check if my friend(s)
have messaged me....and another thing i don't like saying this but what is up
with guys can you say ASSHOLE!!! i have met some pretty nice guys but more
A-Holes then anything guys asking "do you have naked pics" or "we should meet up
and have some fun" wtf seriously i dont fuck random guys never have never will.
and i also met a lot of weirdo's....we talk like once or twice then out of no where i get
a message saying "hey baby i miss you and i wish i was next to you" uuuuh when the fuck
did i said it's alright to call me "baby"  i hate that word makes me sound like a baby....
uhhhh i feel like a baby saying all this idc I'm just Venting it's annoying...ohhh then uhhh
i hate this you met some one that is super nice and you actually are about to meet  and then he
pull out the "oh i have a boyfriend" WTF ughh really....seriously What The FUCK
i need to take a break from thes sites, there no longer interesting...if anyone ever want's to chat
and get to know me i use aim will start from there i dont want to meet on a Bear site sick
of it.....who ever reads this i'm not a Asshole just sick and tierd of them....i'm still new to this Bear thing
and it's just funny to me sometimes well i'm gonna go listen to some Daniel Johnston

WEHAVEUHOH69 is my Aim screen name
HOUSTONCUB13 is my Yahoo

dont mind talking to a nice guy....if there out there

woke up to the UPS dude in hands was my 360!!!!
yeah!!!! i'm excited i need to catch up on some
Gaming! GHWT here i come and RE:5 and Fall out3
yea yea! 

my gamer tag is: housontx59
add me chat me play a game or two! 

so lately i have been doing a little bit of the Metal scene
of music been listening to a lot of pretty heavy bands
so that leads me to my next topic TATTOO'S i use to do
tattoo's for a couple of friends and i never really thought about it
but it was a great time and experience so i'm gonna give it
another shot so this up coming weekend me and my
cousin are gonna purchase a Tattoo Gun/Kit so that should
be fun! i'm gonna practice and all and i was even giving it
thought Tattooing would not be that bad as a really job?
idk just thinking out loud, i have a friend that does tattooing
and he does it from home and he makes about 2,500$ a month
just tattooing....Hmmmmm thinking about that even more now lol
idk well let's see what else i got to say....uh...SF trip on March 30th
that should be great times i'm gonna get into painting more found
out that it really relaxes me and calms me down when i'm frustrated
ohhhhhh i finally seen MILK!!!! omg GREAT MOVIE i want to see it
again and again and again it's that great! 

saw you tonight before i signed in....
thought about it then said to my self

I GOT 99 PROBLEMS AND A BITCH AINT ONE

epic end to my Alien cup-cake....turns out rob likes
alien cup-cakes in the face more then eating them lol
ILY bro!

Adem isn't that bad

about to work out a little
lose some weight still working on losing more

aim hasn't been that good since mike and louie haven't been on.

work tomorrow 1:30-9:30pm

every night is really lonely

i'm so venting right now it's not even funny...


Good Night.....

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterward?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
19. Anal yes/no?
20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Blink 182.....uhhhh
                               BLINK 182!!!!!



BEST NEW'S I HEARD ALL WEEK BLINK IS GONNA MAKE MORE MUSIC
THERE IS A GOD!!!!!

way to long since i have posted....
anyways i check this thing all the time
it's just the lack of actually taking
the time to type some long paragraph but
yeah i really don't like posting on here
i mainly use my Blogger call me a trader
but i find it more of a risk taking blog/posting
but i will try to post something before i finally
call it quits for lj, if anyone has a blogger
or any other type of profile thing let me know
i have a blogger, Twitter, Myspace, BearForest,
Gaywatch, Bear Citi, BearWWW, FaceBook, Flickr,
LastFm, or if you just wanna chat i have Aim, yahoo,
Gmail,MSN/HotMail/Live, any of thos just give me a shout

Bye For Now

so yesterday i had a bad day and i know when i have a
bad day i turn to my cousin Louie he can put me in a
good mood so we went out for Lunch to Full Moon Sushi
here's some pics of it it was very good:) i had a poke Bowl<br>

talked to a cousin today we talk a lot
he's going through a lot right now his
GF wanted a break from each other and it's
killing him...maybe i shouldn't about this on
here...i just hope every thing works out for them
but talking to him today has been different then
other times he talked about his gf as if she was
gone for ever...i hope they get back together
she's a very sweet and amazing girl but back to
where this had me thinking my cousin said something
that had me thinking? he said "it's like i'm empty
inside" now i know i know i haven't been in a relation-
ship in god now's how long...but it made me think?
i feel empty inside all the time i had chances to
with others but i chose not to be in a relationship
b/c of the fact that i'm not out...i need to change a
lot of things by the time i turn 21 witch is scary
b/c that's in 5weeks i'm scared b/c on the 13th that's
the DAY "THE DAY" when i let people know that I'm G
and i'm proud of it...but i know I'm gonna get shit on
by my parents and that sucks to think about b/c i love them
and the thought of them hating me for what i am is heart-
breaking my dad HATES gay's my mom thinks they go to hell
now i dont believe in that stuff i don't at all but the
the fact that if there is a hell makes me think wow
i'm gonna go to hell b/c my mom said gay's do...it's
hard to come out it is b/c i'm the only boy there's me and
my sister and i feel as if my dad want's me to go on
and carry his family name but i wont have a family.."kids"
at least but gosh this is really hard i'm scared if anyone
reads this please give me the inspiration to be strong
and dont be afraid of being who i am i just want to live
my life worry free without thinking to my self " oh no
what if my mom finds some of my gay stuff on the computer..."
it freaks me out and i dont want to feel that way as i sit here
i think about my friends my family there reactions...now
i wont be the first gay in my hole family we have a few
one lives up north but he never came out to his family or "Family"
but i just think to myself dang what if my friends think
i'm some guy that checks out every guy but in realty i dont
i have a "type" and i stick to it i would never hit on any of
my friends YUCK MAKES ME VOMIT i just hope there as open
as i am on the 13th i hope things go good...
wow i just notice this has to be the longest post i have ever
typed on any blog site well i'm gonna go

peace

Andy Hull
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hey all this is Albert I'm doing pretty OK
i just got back in touch with a long lost
Friend:) we are talking more and soon gonna
get together! also i got my cousin's band back
together to make one last cd/B side! so that's
extremely exciting you can check them out at
http://www.myspace.com/marshallmadequiet
they and I are really excited! I'm also gonna
lend a hand in Vocals so when it's all done you
all can listen to it:) Hmmm what else is there
uh....life has just been good i have my ups and downs
every now and then but nothing that extreme i have been
miss some people in my life...lately i have been
getting into some really heavy music Black Metal
if i might say Deicide witch they are super good
the weather has been great! well i'm off

i will try to keep updated more

Woke up today I feel good. Better than last week so that's good. About go out with Michael I'm paying my first bill this week excited that I have this. Anyways I'm off this is my latest post so please feel free to comment

Will.be posting my pic latter

Posting my first topic on my
New blackberry curve!!!!
I love this phone its so amazing!!!

Well its about 4am right now I'm off for the rest of the week. Ohoh today is green shirt thursday!

Well I think I should get some rest

here is a band that i have been listening to since 02
and there amazing there called Portugal. The Man i LOVE THEM
and i love there new cd and i want you all to check them out
and here's my favorite song from there new cd:D

lately i have been neglecting some people
and that's not something i like doing, i think it's
the fact that i was neglected by someone i had feelings
for..i don't i need to cheer up and get over and stop Neglecting thos that are there for me....
also i have been pretty friendly with a friend and also with another
but one i have more feelings for but i think I'm just gonna be looking for friends for now..


anyways Neglecting friends = Asshole....

I'm not that person

i fall for a guy that has a very busy life/schedual
i tend to glance at his profile/email what ever thing....
just to see if he is on...well turns out it's been a while...
i dont want to seem to overbaring but i have feelings for some guy
that is to busy to be in a relationship and he told me
he doesn't want me to fall for him...now to stop my self from
expanding my feelings i have been talking to a few other guys
but i cant find me self attracted to them as much as i am with this guy...
it's to a point now where i cant take it and i cant think about it b/c it hurts my
head....i have never really felt this feeling since my last 5year relationship....
(gosh that feels like years ago...) any way's i don't want to completely remove him from my
life...he did tell me tho that he is coming back home in november...now do i hold off till
then..so then i can actually have time to talk to him more and he will be much
more closer then he is now...by the way he lives in north California but is now over sea's
dang i dont know that to do anymore
i just want him to know that i feel for him and i want to just meet up once if possible
and have a face to face conversation just to see where that leads...
it's so hard to find a friend that will listen to you but it's even more impossible to
find some that you connect with and like...

gosh i hate thinking about this in the early morning ....

anyways i'm off to bed..

oh and i'm not making this private to just my friends..i really dont care who read's it
but i will disabled comments i just dont care i just want to let my thoughts out here
and i haven't left a post in well over a month or longer

well night send me a message if you ever want to talk i'm up for a good conversation

you know my aim it's on my profile
nite bye